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stories · and · cigarettes
ruined lives of lesser girls.
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watching 28 days later oddly made for the best valentine's day ever. |
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i don't really have anything to update about. but what the hell. maddy...sorry that i forgot about friday. i thought that friday was thursday. i got all thrown off. but basiclly i just a waste of life. so, sorry about being a waste of life. morgan...sorry that i still have your fishnets. and sorry about being a waste of life friend. and i love you, if you think so or not. i do. dennis wanted me to update. so, i'm updating. cingular sucks. it doesn't really that much, but working in general sucks. i got too used to not doing anything all day and having all the free time in the world. it's a harsh transition to start really working. but, it's good. i guess. i love target. it's really the greatest store ever. i secretly go there like every other day on my lunch break. racing stripes is a really funny movie, everyone should go and see it. that's pretty much all i got. rock and roll.
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court sucks. miss morgan...sorry that i have been so...unavailable lately. there are reasons for it, i promise. and you should call me today when you get out of school. but, i'll probably be in court. arrgh. call me though. i'll call you whenever i'm done with court. and i love you. hmmm. josh and i almost died the other day. no joke. hands down the scariest moment of my life. even worse than getting arrested. so...we were driving out by camp cilca and it's really hilly and such. well, it had been raining and the snow has all melted. so the roads around there are kind of wet. well, we are driving along, and come to this big puddle. i tell josh that we should just turn around. well, he doesn't think that it's that bad. keep in mind that it was the middle of the night, so i couldn't really see anything. so, he decided to start going through it. well, as we get further into to it, we realized how deep it really was. but, by that time we couldn't really turn around. also keep in mind that this right by the lake out there and the lake was just flooded. and it was about the size of a football field (it really was, we went back the next day to look at it in the daylight.) so we are slowly crossing it, and there is a part near the end where the water is really rushing by, and when we get to this point, the headlights go underwater. no one, besides josh, will ever understand how scary it was. but, we made it through. i really don't see how, because we couldn't see the road at all, and the ditches around the road drop off really far. and the road is pretty narrow. yeah. that's about it. but josh and i are pretty adventuresome when we drive around. maddy. sorry that you didn't like eternal sunshine. but elijah wood. need i say more? i don't think so. cingular had two bomb threats and they didn't evacuate the building. and the cops came. and cingular is in a lot of trouble with osha. morgan! guess who i saw during court today?! you have two guesses. i might be getting a new car. one with a working speedometer! i don't like nick. not one bit. and josh and i are looking for a roommate, if anyone is interesting in living with us...you should let me know. it would be grand. i promise. that is all. rock and roll.
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You Are the Loyalist |
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You have strong relationships and are intensely loyal.
People find you easy to love and care for.
You like your world to be stable and secure, no surprises.
You're cautious. You prefer your inner circle to the outside world.
| that's funny. that's the only thing that josh and i have had a real fight about. i have a theory about this is all. but, then i thought...why am i reading so much into a stupid survey. oh well. i don't like going out. like really going out, not hanging out with josh. because that just doens't count. but, really "hanging out". just doesn't do it for me. it get old. fast. so, morgan, that's why i haven't gone to show forever. some girl got fired at cingular, and for some reason i had the inside scoop. it's the first time that i've ever known something about/concerning cingular before josh or jaime. it was funny. well, that's all i got. sorry to everyone that has read this far. i'm kinda lame lately. rock and roll.
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maddy, i havne't had a billy idol update in a LONG time. billy is doing great. but, he misses you quite a bit. that's all really. so, you should call and talk to him sometime or something like that. rock and roll. |
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I HAVE BEEN DRUNK.
I DID HARD DRUGS.
I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.
I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX.
I CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR.
I HAVE BEEN TO JAPAN.
I RODE IN A TAXI.
I HAVE BEEN IN LOVE.
I HAD SEX.
I HAD SEX WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON.
I HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC. (semi-public)
I HAVE BEEN DUMPED.
I SHOPLIFTED.
I HAVE BEEN FIRED.
I HAVE BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT.
I HAD A THREESOME.
I SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE.
I HAVE BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY).
I HAVE BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING.
I HAVE BEEN ARRESTED.
I MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER.
I STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB.
I CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE.
I WENT ON A BLIND DATE.
I LIED TO A FRIEND.
I HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER.
I CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS.
I HAVE BEEN TO EUROPE.
I SKIPPED SCHOOL.
I SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER.
I CUT MYSELF ON PURPOSE.
I BURNED MYSELF ON PURPOSE.
I LIED TO A TEACHER TO GET OUT OF HOMEWORK.
I'VE BEEN MARRIED.
I'VE BEEN DIVORCED.
I HAD SEX WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON WITHIN THE SAME WEEK.
I HAVE POSED NUDE.
I GOT SOMEONE DRUNK JUST TO HAVE SEX WITH THEM. (more or less...)
I HAD SEX WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON WITHIN 24 HOURS.
I HAD SEX WITH SOMEONE WHO'S NAME I DID NOT KNOW. (not until after i had sex with them.)
I HAVE BEEN ON A PLANE.
I HAVE GOTTEN A DETENTION.
I HAVE EXPERIMENTED WITH DRUGS.
I HAVE EXPERIMENTED WITH MORE THAN ONE KIND OF DRUG.
I HAVE SKINNYDIPPED.
I HAVE GOTTEN A TATTOO.
I HAVE EATEN EXOTIC FOODS.
I HAVE GONE HUNTING. (i really really want to!!)
I HAVE HANDLED WEAPONS.
I HAVE DONE A BACKFLIP.
I HAVE PRANK CALLED PEOPLE.
I HAVE PURCHASED ANY NAUGHTY ITEMS. (i bought a blow-up doll with josh, for josh hampton)
I HAVE BEEN GAY.
I HAVE BEEN BI.
I HAVE CALLED A GAY PERSON A FAG.
I HAVE WORN A PINK DRESS.
I HAVE BEEN TO PROM.
I HAVE BEEN TO A CIRCUS.
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thanksgiving was weird. that's all there really is to say about it. it doesn't seem like it should be this time of year all ready, it seems like the summer just got over. oh well. that's all really. rock and roll. p.s. sorry that i didn't call you yesterday maddy. i had to go to my dad's right after i took nick home from work, because the weather. he was being a stupidhead about it. so, i am very very sorry. and i love you. and you should cheer up. and call me. because i love you. that is all.
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this is another one of my famous why morgan is wonderful updates. i just thought that it was the thing that i should do. because i lov her. [and i lov her, not love. i didn't just forget the e]
1. she is a pretty pretty princess.
2. her new hair is rockin' rollin' and i love it.
3. she makes me happy when i am sad about something.
4. she's emo and won't admit to it. and there is just something that's really great about someone who is really "emo" in the way that they are, but refuse to accept it. it's so much better than people that just admit to being emo.
5. she listens to wonderful music.
6. she puts up with my annoyingness. i can get really annoying when i am hyper. and now, that's every night when i get off work. there's just something about cingular that makes you that way.
7. she's just better that you.
8. WWND? that's just a great thing really. and i wish that i could just say what it really is. but, alas, i just can't.
9. who else would do things like go to taylorville with me all day. really.
10. and she has the best nicknames in the world.
i could go on more. but, i kind of want to get up and do something besides just sit here.
rock and roll.
p.s. i lov you morgan
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i HATE people who say turkey day instead of thanksgiving. rock and roll.
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i highly doubt morgan is going to call me back. so i'm thinking that i should go to sleep. but, then she would probably call. i really like "working" at cingular. aka sitting on my ass all day and listening to calls with josh. if you call that work. than work is cool. but, i know that once training is done, it won't be quite so much fun. but, it's rad until then. josh and i got into a wreck in his truck last night! it was crazy. i had just been talking to him about how i trust his driving more than anyone. but, we were driving in taylorville. and there was a narrow road that we were driving on, and when we tried to turn onto another street we ran into a ditch. and it fucked up the truck pretty bad. something about the drive shaft, i don't really know. i bunch of redneck taylorvillian's helped up get out of the ditch. [by the way, it's weird how often ditches are important in me and josh stories.] so blah, blah. it sucked. but THEN... we came back to springfield to talk to his mom about the tow thing and talk to her about his insurance. but we were going back to taylorville to go and meet the tow truck guy, and josh got pulled over. and got a ticket for speeding. i've never seen so many bad things happen to josh ever. and not just in one night, nothing bad ever happens to him. nick and i think that's why it all hits at once. and josh said that he would move in with me and ryan. so, now all i have to do is convince ryan to do it. and then i can live in a semi nick free world, and hang out with ryan and josh all of the time. and be able to get the kitten that i want. it would be grand. i just hope that i can convince ryan. josh was much easier to convince than i thought he would be. hmm. i am so scared of driving. it's bizarre. i used to really like driving. and now, everytime that i get behind the wheel, i just get really, i don't know, nervous i guess. it sucks. i really hate it. i think that i would feel a lot better about everthing if i got the speedometer fixed. dennis is back from ireland. and we are going to get coffee soonish. i am very happy about it. and he left me two of THE best voicemails in the world. one was quoting the killers. the other was the song the night that i was arrested. ha. i talked to some girl at cingular about our times getting arrested. it was cute. josh had a good laugh about it. and sadly she's probably one of my favorite people there. that's it really. i get to hang out with maddy tomorrow!! and i drew josh a picture today because he was sad. and it said, "don't bee sad. bee happy!" and it had two bee's on it. one was a sad killer bee. and the other was a happy bumblebee. and it said to my favorite bumblebee. i thought that it was funny. maybe i'll take a picture and put it on here. that is if i can get to it. it's in the regan corner of josh's desk, so it might be a little hard. rock and roll.
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maroon 5 rules the world.
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scott peterson was found guilty of first degree murder of laci peterson and second degree murder of his unborn child conner. this is a terrible miscarriage of justice.
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good luck to scott peterson, the verdict is coming soon. i don't think he did it. he's just a sleazy asshole, but he's not a murderer. and i like him. so good luck to him.
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lazy town is on. and it's cracking me up. so apparently i do things, and then have no real memory of them. but, i think that i remember things really well. i guess not, kinda weird. morgan and i are glam...and it's wonderful. i will have lots of pictures soon. rock and roll.
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allister is coming to maccomb. november 18th. !scottie allister! rock and roll.
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and wasting all my time. i guess tonight was update worthy. i got arrested. [apparently i didn't really pay a ticket that i had a long time ago. but, i did. and i think that it will be fine. and that's all it was for.] allegra makes me giggle. and twice in one night. you are awesome miss allegra. ryan bailey, andrew, josh hampton, and sarah were at the police dept. when i got out. it was really weird. [it was because i called ryan when i was getting pulled over, and then i called him from jail. but no one answered. but he saw the call, after he knew that i got pulled over. and they were worried, and tried to come and see how much the bond was. it was really cute, and nice.] morgan. i love you. and i really NEED to talk to you/see you for any real length of time. that would be awesome. dennis is going to ireland tomorrow. and he called and sang me a song on my voicemail. it was really nice. well, i think i'm going to die if i don't sleep. so. rock and roll.
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so, i got the job at cingular. and the subject was something that nick said about cingular. i tend to agree. i am far too bored for my own good. i really want to get my stuff from my dad's, but that's just not do-able. so i am sad. i need to get some new clothes. something needs to be done with my hair. if anyone has any ideas, let me know. and that is all. rock and roll.
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that was carla's quoteable quote that was too long. this update is for morgan and rachel. yeah, i really don't have all that much to update about. halloween was lame, but fun. and for a lack of anything better to do, here's what i did:
-went and woke josh up
-went to 217. don't ask.
-carla's
-drove by veile's (kinda wish that i would have stayed, but not really.)
-went to the haunted zoo with josh. we're loser like that. (it was really lame. but, i had fun.)
-took a nap at josh's.
-drove around with josh and nick. hmmm. i had an interview at cingular today. it was interesting. it was really weird to see josh at work. it was cute. and the interview thing was really fun. i had to do this fake taking calls thing. it was awesome, i felt like i was playing some video game. i have another interview there tomorrow. it was be rad to get a job at cingular. i feel like an old married couple when josh and i hang out. for the most part it isn't bad. but, sometimes it's just weird. sometimes i wish that thing could go back to the way they were. but, i know that i don't really at all. my dad got a new digital camera, and i am jealous. au pair is so my favorite movie. and vanessa carlton is my new idol. she really is. josh and i decided that i should be more like her. and by josh and i, i mean i told him that i thought that i should and he said oh really. i'm all dressed up. and i really like it. i kinda want to dress like this all of the time. it's fun. one last thing... i decided that besides my interview tomorrow, the next two days of my life is going to be devoted to sims 2. so, if anyone thinks that i've died or anything like that. don't worry, it's just sims. it's better than really doing anything. and i am going to start updating more. rock and roll.
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that was carla's quoteable quote that was too long. this update is for morgan and rachel. yeah, i really don't have all that much to update about. halloween was lame, but fun. and for a lack of anything better to do, here's what i did:
-went and woke josh up
-went to 217. don't ask.
-carla's
-drove by veile's (kinda wish that i would have stayed, but not really.)
-went to the haunted zoo with josh. we're loser like that. (it was really lame. but, i had fun.)
-took a nap at josh's.
-drove around with josh and nick. hmmm. i had an interview at cingular today. it was interesting. it was really weird to see josh at work. it was cute. and the interview thing was really fun. i had to do this fake taking calls thing. it was awesome, i felt like i was playing some video game. i have another interview there tomorrow. it was be rad to get a job at cingular. i feel like an old married couple when josh and i hang out. for the most part it isn't bad. but, sometimes it's just weird. sometimes i wish that thing could go back to the way they were. but, i know that i don't really at all. my dad got a new digital camera, and i am jealous. au pair is so my favorite movie. and vanessa carlton is my new idol. she really is. josh and i decided that i should be more like her. and by josh and i, i mean i told him that i thought that i should and he said oh really. i'm all dressed up. and i really like it. i kinda want to dress like this all of the time. it's fun. one last thing... i decided that besides my interview tomorrow, the next two days of my life is going to be devoted to sims 2. so, if anyone thinks that i've died or anything like that. don't worry, it's just sims. it's better than really doing anything. and i am going to start updating more. rock and roll.
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