stories and cigarettes

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 05:30:21 GMT

watching 28 days later oddly made for the best valentine's day ever.

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 18:37:08 GMT

your full name:: regan ashley mansfield
age:: 18
height:: 5'5
natural hair colour:: light brown
eye colour:: greenish blue (some might say purple)
number of siblings:: 5
glasses/contacts?:: contacts
piercings:: two in each ear, which i don't wear anything in, ever.
tattoos:: none
braces?:: nope
FAVOURITE
colour:: deep red
band:: the pixies
song:: somebody i used to know - elliott smith (random i know)
stuffed animal:: i have this little bear that i've had since i was a baby. it's really haggard looking, and really cute. that's probably my favorite. and the snake that i got a few nights ago. that one merely because it freaks josh out.
video game:: tekken or heros
tv show:: wings
movie:: casablanca
book:: franny and zooey or great expectations
food:: doritos
game on a cell phone:: falling numbers (it's fucking rad)
cd cover:: elliott smith - XO
flower:: i can't think of what they are called, but they aren't that pretty but they smell amazing.
scent:: sadly enough..the way that josh used to smell. when he lived with his mom. i think it's the combination of him and his mom's house that makes the smell. because sometimes when he goes over there for a while, he smells like it again. so that's my favorite smell, josh when he's been at his mom's house.
animal:: my mom's dog ozzie. but as far as animals in general, i really want a cat. so, cats i guess.
comic book:: don't really have one
cereal:: quisp. does anyone remember quisp? it was great.
website::
cartoon:: space ghost coast to coast or aquateen hunger force.
DO YOU
play an instrument?:: no.
watch tv more than 60 hours a week?:: no.
like to sing?:: yes, but I don't do it well.
have a job?:: yes. who would have thought that i would work at cingular. not me!
have a cell phone?:: yes. i want a new one really badly. this loner phone is getting a little old. and i'm sure cingular really isn't happy that i've had it this long.
like to play sports?:: depends on the sport i guess.
have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: no, not really.
have a crush on someone?:: yes.
live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: no
have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: yes. my mom's a crazy bitch who has a lot more than she really needs.
have any special talents/skills?:: not really...
excercise daily?:: ummm...not really, no.
like school?:: well, I didn't when I went
CAN YOU
sing the alphabet backwards?:: no
stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: yes
speak any other languages?:: not really. I know some french, a little german, and even less latin.
go a day without food?:: yes.
stay up for more than 24 hours?:: god yes. i used to never sleep.
read music, not just tabs?:: no
roll your tongue?:: yes
eat a whole pizza?:: i would think so.
HAVE YOU EVER
snuck out of the house?:: yes.
cried to get out of trouble?:: yes.
gotten lost in your city?:: yes.
seen a shooting star?:: yes.
been to any other countries besides the united states?:: yes.
had a serious surgery?:: no.
stolen something important to someone else?:: yes.
solved a rubiks cube?:: no.
gone out in public in your pajamas?:: I don't wear pajamas. but, I have gone out in public in the clothes that I slept in.
cried over a girl?:: no.
cried over a boy?:: yes.
kissed a random stranger?:: yes...ha...random girl #1...ha...good times.
hugged a random stranger?:: a stranger, but not really random.
been in a fist fight?:: yes.
been arrested?:: haha. now i can say...yes.
done drugs?:: yes.
had alcohol?:: yes.
laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: once.
pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: yes.
gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no.
swore at your parents?:: yes, just a few times though.
been to warped tour?:: yes.
kicked a guy where it hurts?:: yes, it's really one of my favorite things to do. i just don't get to do it that much, because i realize that it's really really mean.
been in love?:: i think so.
been close to love?:: yes.
been to a casino?:: yes.
ran over an animal and killed it?:: yes. i still feel bad about that poor deer.
broken a bone?:: yes.
gotten stitches?:: yes.
had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: no. who would do that really.
drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: no, but I've always wanted to try.
made homemade muffins?:: yes.
bitten someone?:: yes.
been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: yes.
more than 5 times?:: no.
been to niagra falls?:: yes.
burped in someones face?:: just my brothers. and probably because they did it first. but i wouldn't do that to real people, that's just gross. and usually uncalled for.
gotten the chicken pox?:: yes.
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
brushed your teeth:: about an hour ago.
went to the bathroom:: about five minutes ago. it was in the middle of this survey.
saw a movie in theaters:: two days ago. racing stripes. it cracked me the fuck up.
read a book:: well, i read goosebumps to josh sometimes. other than that, i read the beach about a week ago.
had a snow day:: i don't get snow days anymore *sniff*
had a party:: throw a party...quite sometime. of course, that's besides the ongoing party that is my life.
had a slumber party:: of my own...about 5 years
made fun of someone:: this morning. on the phone with josh.
tripped in front of someone:: i fell up the stairs a few days ago at work. in front of the boy that i like at cingular. it was funny.
went to the grocery store:: i don't know. about a week ago.
got sick:: umm. probably about a month ago, when everyone was sick.
cursed:: yesterday. i haven't had anything to curse about yet today.
PICK ONE
fruit/vegetables:: fruit.
black/white:: black.
bights on/lights off:: lights off.
tv/movie:: movie.
car/truck:: car.
body spray/lotion:: lotion.
cash/check:: cash.
pillows/blankets:: blankets. you can totally use blankets as a pillows if you want to. you can't do that pillows.
headache/stomach ache:: headache.
paint/charcoal:: paint.
chinese food/mexican food:: chinese food.
summer/winter:: summer.
snow/rain:: rain.
fog/misty:: fog.
rock/rap:: rock.
meat/vegetarian:: meat.
boy/girl:: boy.
chocolate/vanilla:: chocolate.
sprinkles/icing:: icing.
cake/pie:: cake.
french toast/french fries:: french toast.
strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries.
ccean/swimming pool:: ocean. ha.
hugs/kisses:: kisses.
cookies/muffins:: muffins.
p33n/bewbz::
wallet/pocket:: pocket.
window/door:: window.
emo/goth:: emo.
pink/purple:: pink.
cat/dog:: dog.
long sleeve/short sleeve:: long sleeve.
pants/shorts:: pants.
winter break/spring break:: spring break...'54!
spring/autumn:: autumn.
clouds/clear sky:: clear sky.
moon/mars:: moon.
FRIENDSHIP
how many friends do you have?:: not many. i know a lot of people, but friends. not many.
what are their names?:: josh, morgan, ryan, maddy, dennis maybe.
do you have a best friend?:: yes.
have you ever liked one of your friends?:: yes.
do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: usually more guy friends.
have you ever lost a friend?:: yes.
have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: yes.
whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: do you hear chainsaws? hey morgan remember...rabbits eat lettuce.
have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: besides josh, not really.
whats the nicest thing you've ever done for a friend?:: i had josh that gift bag thing. that probably wasn't the nicest thing, but it was the most randomly nice i've been to someone in a while.
whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: umm...I don't know...once jose came to suprise visit me and aaron kept a secret really well...that was really nice.
do you miss any of your old friends?:: yes.
what friend have you known the longest?:: that i'm still friends with, probably josh.
do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: yes.
if so, what is it?:: i don't know. i've done a lot of stupid/mean things to people.
how often do you spend time with your friends?:: i don't know. i spend time with josh everyday. but anyone else, i don't really know. not as much as i used to.
do any of your friends drive?:: yeah.
has a friend of yours ever died?:: besides my mom's friend who i happened to kinda of friends with (kenny)...I really think that emma is dead...she may not be, but i think that she is...but whatever.
whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: driven through a flooded river.
what do you think your friends think of you?:: i don't know...i've asked but they won't really tell me...bastards.
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
have you ever been in love?:: probably.
if you have, with who?:: jose. and for a brief shinninhg moment i think that i loved dennis. and maybe not in the typical sense. but i'm pretty sure, in some sense i really did love dennis at one point. and josh, but once again, not in a typical way. just in the like a brother, i don't know what i'd do if something happened to you way.
are you single?:: yes.
are you in a relationship?:: no, not really.
if so, for how long?::
do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: perhaps multiple people for everyone...but not just one person. but it's possible.
what is your idea of the best date?:: i don't think that you can really say what "the best date" is...it's all the elements of the evening or whatever working together well...not one thing in specific
what was your first kiss like?:: not great.
how old were you when you got your first kiss?:: first real kiss...11.
do you think love is a load of shit?:: sometimes.
whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: the rain storm. and i'm pretty sure that morgan is the only one that really knows about that.
if you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: yes..both.
have you ever been dumped?:: well, I guess once...but I'm not sure if it was me dumping him or him dumping me...but does it really matter? no.
have you ever dumped someone?:: yes.
whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: ummm...had sex?
WORD ASSOCIATION
slippers:: feet
hat:: head
hard:: core
free:: trade (random, but it was the first thing that came to mind.)
space:: ghost.
taste:: good.
good charlotte:: bad
red:: sonja
deep:: purple
heart:: nancy wilson
cord:: cut
cheese:: paul fee
rain:: storm
work:: sucks
pedal:: bike
head:: ache
bed:: floor
fluff:: pillow
hardcore:: morgan
race:: finish
knife:: fight
jump:: chuck
I....
am:: tired
want:: to fuck
need:: more cigarettes
crave:: nothing really
love:: sleep
hate:: being tired
did:: stay home from work today
feel:: tired
miss:: morgan
am annoyed by:: the thought that my mother might come home for lunch
would rather:: be watching lost boys
am tired of:: working
will always:: love you. i don't know really.
SILLY STUFF
what is your favourite genre of music?:: in the words of denver. fuck genre's/
what time is it now?:: 11:05 AM
what day is it?:: tuesday.
whens the last time you called someone?:: i called josh this morning, because he called me. and i called morgan, but she didn't answer. and it made me sad.
how much money do you have right now?:: two dollars.
are you hungry?:: not at all.
whatcha doin?:: wasting time, and tring to go back to sleep. but clearly not trying that hard.
do you like parades?:: yeah, sometimes.
do you like the moon?:: yes.
what are you going to do when youre done with this?:: go back to sleep or take a shower maybe.
isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: yes. and that's the true test to see if a word is funny. if you say it twenty times in a row and it makes you laugh, than it's funny.
if you could have any magical power what would it be?:: really. i would want to be like rouge.
have you ever had a picnic?:: yes..and I really like picnics.
did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: yes.
what about sock em boppers?:: those robot fighting guys.
are you wearing any socks right now?:: no, but my feet are really cold. so maybe i should put some on.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: yes. but, usually only to myself. not other people.
pretty?:: not really.
sarcastic?:: sometimes.
lazy?:: sometimes.
hyper?:: sometimes.
friendly?:: for the most part...at least a lot more than I ever used to be.
evil?:: sometimes...ususally only when i'm around maddy.
smart?:: i can be.
strong?:: yes.
talented?:: sometimes.
dorky?:: usually.
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:: nick
skip:: skip
dance:: morgan
lonely:: josh (but there is a long story behind that one.)
pen:: ryan bailey
flower:: joleen
window:: nick
psycho:: nicks crazy stalker girl
brain freeze:: josh
orange:: staci
sassy:: ryan bailey
jelly:: jillian (i don't know why really)
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: against
love:: for
drunk drivers:: against...although..i don't do much to stop some drunk drivers that I know.
airplanes:: for
war:: against
canada:: for
united states:: for...i guess
rock music:: for
gay marriage:: for
school:: it's a good thing sometimes...it just could be better
surveys:: for
parents:: for
cars:: for
killing:: against
britney spears:: for
coffee:: for
pants:: against
WOULD YOU EVER
sky dive?:: yes!
play strip poker?:: depends, maybe. i have once a long time ago.
run away?:: done that.
curse at a teacher?:: and that.
not take a shower for a week?:: and that.
ask someone out?:: i can't remember if i have already...but, yeah i would if i haven't already.
lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: umm...yeah.
visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: yes..I would love to.
go scuba diving?:: yes.
write a book?:: yes.
become a rockstar?:: that would be awesome.
have casual sex?:: can't say that i wouldn't.
LAST QUESTIONS
what shampoo do you use?:: whatevers around.
whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: yesterday.
what kind of computer do you have?:: a compaq
what grade are you in?:: i'm not in school.
do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: i have. it was fun the times that i have. can't say that i would really make a habit of it or anything like that.
or just make out?:: it's better than throwing popcorn.
how many posters do you have in your room?:: none.
how many cds do you have?:: I don't know...probably about 300
what time is it now?:: 11:18 PM

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 15:50:57 GMT

i don't really have anything to update about. but what the hell.

maddy...sorry that i forgot about friday. i thought that friday was thursday. i got all thrown off. but basiclly i just a waste of life. so, sorry about being a waste of life.

morgan...sorry that i still have your fishnets. and sorry about being a waste of life friend. and i love you, if you think so or not. i do.

dennis wanted me to update. so, i'm updating.

cingular sucks. it doesn't really that much, but working in general sucks. i got too used to not doing anything all day and having all the free time in the world. it's a harsh transition to start really working. but, it's good. i guess.

i love target. it's really the greatest store ever. i secretly go there like every other day on my lunch break.

racing stripes is a really funny movie, everyone should go and see it.

that's pretty much all i got.

rock and roll.

one down and one to go...

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 17:24:32 GMT

court sucks.

miss morgan...sorry that i have been so...unavailable lately. there are reasons for it, i promise. and you should call me today when you get out of school. but, i'll probably be in court. arrgh. call me though. i'll call you whenever i'm done with court. and i love you.

hmmm.

josh and i almost died the other day. no joke. hands down the scariest moment of my life. even worse than getting arrested. so...we were driving out by camp cilca and it's really hilly and such. well, it had been raining and the snow has all melted. so the roads around there are kind of wet. well, we are driving along, and come to this big puddle. i tell josh that we should just turn around. well, he doesn't think that it's that bad. keep in mind that it was the middle of the night, so i couldn't really see anything. so, he decided to start going through it. well, as we get further into to it, we realized how deep it really was. but, by that time we couldn't really turn around. also keep in mind that this right by the lake out there and the lake was just flooded. and it was about the size of a football field (it really was, we went back the next day to look at it in the daylight.) so we are slowly crossing it, and there is a part near the end where the water is really rushing by, and when we get to this point, the headlights go underwater. no one, besides josh, will ever understand how scary it was. but, we made it through. i really don't see how, because we couldn't see the road at all, and the ditches around the road drop off really far. and the road is pretty narrow.

yeah. that's about it. but josh and i are pretty adventuresome when we drive around.

maddy. sorry that you didn't like eternal sunshine. but elijah wood. need i say more? i don't think so.

cingular had two bomb threats and they didn't evacuate the building. and the cops came. and cingular is in a lot of trouble with osha.

morgan! guess who i saw during court today?! you have two guesses.

i might be getting a new car. one with a working speedometer!

i don't like nick. not one bit.

and josh and i are looking for a roommate, if anyone is interesting in living with us...you should let me know. it would be grand. i promise.

that is all.

rock and roll.

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 04:14:10 GMT

You Are the Loyalist

6

You have strong relationships and are intensely loyal.

People find you easy to love and care for.

You like your world to be stable and secure, no surprises.

You're cautious. You prefer your inner circle to the outside world.

What number are you?

that's funny. that's the only thing that josh and i have had a real fight about. i have a theory about this is all. but, then i thought...why am i reading so much into a stupid survey.

oh well.

i don't like going out. like really going out, not hanging out with josh. because that just doens't count. but, really "hanging out". just doesn't do it for me. it get old. fast. so, morgan, that's why i haven't gone to show forever.

some girl got fired at cingular, and for some reason i had the inside scoop. it's the first time that i've ever known something about/concerning cingular before josh or jaime. it was funny.

well, that's all i got. sorry to everyone that has read this far. i'm kinda lame lately.

rock and roll.

billy idol.

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 17:44:33 GMT

maddy, i havne't had a billy idol update in a LONG time.

billy is doing great. but, he misses you quite a bit. that's all really. so, you should call and talk to him sometime or something like that.

rock and roll.

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 17:43:17 GMT

I HAVE BEEN DRUNK.
I DID HARD DRUGS.
I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.
I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX.
I CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR.
I HAVE BEEN TO JAPAN.
I RODE IN A TAXI.
I HAVE BEEN IN LOVE.
I HAD SEX.
I HAD SEX WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON.
I HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC. (semi-public)
I HAVE BEEN DUMPED.
I SHOPLIFTED.
I HAVE BEEN FIRED.
I HAVE BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT.
I HAD A THREESOME.
I SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE.
I HAVE BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY).
I HAVE BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING.
I HAVE BEEN ARRESTED.
I MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER.
I STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB.
I CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE.
I WENT ON A BLIND DATE.
I LIED TO A FRIEND.
I HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER.
I CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS.
I HAVE BEEN TO EUROPE.
I SKIPPED SCHOOL.
I SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER.
I CUT MYSELF ON PURPOSE.
I BURNED MYSELF ON PURPOSE.
I LIED TO A TEACHER TO GET OUT OF HOMEWORK.
I'VE BEEN MARRIED.
I'VE BEEN DIVORCED.
I HAD SEX WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON WITHIN THE SAME WEEK.
I HAVE POSED NUDE.
I GOT SOMEONE DRUNK JUST TO HAVE SEX WITH THEM. (more or less...)
I HAD SEX WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON WITHIN 24 HOURS.
I HAD SEX WITH SOMEONE WHO'S NAME I DID NOT KNOW. (not until after i had sex with them.)
I HAVE BEEN ON A PLANE.
I HAVE GOTTEN A DETENTION.
I HAVE EXPERIMENTED WITH DRUGS.
I HAVE EXPERIMENTED WITH MORE THAN ONE KIND OF DRUG.
I HAVE SKINNYDIPPED.
I HAVE GOTTEN A TATTOO.
I HAVE EATEN EXOTIC FOODS.
I HAVE GONE HUNTING. (i really really want to!!)
I HAVE HANDLED WEAPONS.
I HAVE DONE A BACKFLIP.
I HAVE PRANK CALLED PEOPLE.
I HAVE PURCHASED ANY NAUGHTY ITEMS. (i bought a blow-up doll with josh, for josh hampton)
I HAVE BEEN GAY.
I HAVE BEEN BI.
I HAVE CALLED A GAY PERSON A FAG.

I HAVE WORN A PINK DRESS.
I HAVE BEEN TO PROM.
I HAVE BEEN TO A CIRCUS.

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 05:46:17 GMT

thanksgiving was weird. that's all there really is to say about it.

it doesn't seem like it should be this time of year all ready, it seems like the summer just got over. oh well.

that's all really.

rock and roll.

p.s. sorry that i didn't call you yesterday maddy. i had to go to my dad's right after i took nick home from work, because the weather. he was being a stupidhead about it. so, i am very very sorry. and i love you. and you should cheer up. and call me. because i love you. that is all.

yet another one of these...

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 03:57:12 GMT

this is another one of my famous why morgan is wonderful updates. i just thought that it was the thing that i should do. because i lov her. [and i lov her, not love. i didn't just forget the e]

1. she is a pretty pretty princess.
2. her new hair is rockin' rollin' and i love it.
3. she makes me happy when i am sad about something.
4. she's emo and won't admit to it. and there is just something that's really great about someone who is really "emo" in the way that they are, but refuse to accept it. it's so much better than people that just admit to being emo.
5. she listens to wonderful music.
6. she puts up with my annoyingness. i can get really annoying when i am hyper. and now, that's every night when i get off work. there's just something about cingular that makes you that way.
7. she's just better that you.
8. WWND? that's just a great thing really. and i wish that i could just say what it really is. but, alas, i just can't.
9. who else would do things like go to taylorville with me all day. really.
10. and she has the best nicknames in the world.

i could go on more. but, i kind of want to get up and do something besides just sit here.

rock and roll.

p.s. i lov you morgan

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 03:26:06 GMT

i HATE people who say turkey day instead of thanksgiving.

rock and roll.

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 06:31:45 GMT

i highly doubt morgan is going to call me back. so i'm thinking that i should go to sleep. but, then she would probably call.

i really like "working" at cingular. aka sitting on my ass all day and listening to calls with josh. if you call that work. than work is cool. but, i know that once training is done, it won't be quite so much fun. but, it's rad until then.

josh and i got into a wreck in his truck last night! it was crazy. i had just been talking to him about how i trust his driving more than anyone. but, we were driving in taylorville. and there was a narrow road that we were driving on, and when we tried to turn onto another street we ran into a ditch. and it fucked up the truck pretty bad. something about the drive shaft, i don't really know. i bunch of redneck taylorvillian's helped up get out of the ditch. [by the way, it's weird how often ditches are important in me and josh stories.]

so blah, blah. it sucked.

but THEN...

we came back to springfield to talk to his mom about the tow thing and talk to her about his insurance. but we were going back to taylorville to go and meet the tow truck guy, and josh got pulled over. and got a ticket for speeding. i've never seen so many bad things happen to josh ever. and not just in one night, nothing bad ever happens to him. nick and i think that's why it all hits at once.

and josh said that he would move in with me and ryan. so, now all i have to do is convince ryan to do it. and then i can live in a semi nick free world, and hang out with ryan and josh all of the time. and be able to get the kitten that i want. it would be grand. i just hope that i can convince ryan. josh was much easier to convince than i thought he would be.

hmm.

i am so scared of driving. it's bizarre. i used to really like driving. and now, everytime that i get behind the wheel, i just get really, i don't know, nervous i guess. it sucks. i really hate it. i think that i would feel a lot better about everthing if i got the speedometer fixed.

dennis is back from ireland. and we are going to get coffee soonish. i am very happy about it. and he left me two of THE best voicemails in the world. one was quoting the killers. the other was the song the night that i was arrested.

ha. i talked to some girl at cingular about our times getting arrested. it was cute. josh had a good laugh about it. and sadly she's probably one of my favorite people there.

that's it really.

i get to hang out with maddy tomorrow!!

and i drew josh a picture today because he was sad. and it said, "don't bee sad. bee happy!" and it had two bee's on it. one was a sad killer bee. and the other was a happy bumblebee. and it said to my favorite bumblebee. i thought that it was funny. maybe i'll take a picture and put it on here. that is if i can get to it. it's in the regan corner of josh's desk, so it might be a little hard.

rock and roll.

Sat, 20 Nov 2004 08:34:17 GMT

maroon 5 rules the world.

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 22:28:36 GMT

scott peterson was found guilty of first degree murder of laci peterson and second degree murder of his unborn child conner. this is a terrible miscarriage of justice.

rock and roll.

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 20:16:20 GMT

good luck to scott peterson, the verdict is coming soon. i don't think he did it. he's just a sleazy asshole, but he's not a murderer. and i like him. so good luck to him.

rock and roll.

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 18:41:11 GMT

lazy town is on. and it's cracking me up.

so apparently i do things, and then have no real memory of them. but, i think that i remember things really well. i guess not, kinda weird.

morgan and i are glam...and it's wonderful.

i will have lots of pictures soon.

rock and roll.

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 19:25:32 GMT

allister is coming to maccomb.

november 18th.

!scottie allister!

rock and roll.

i don't mind you hanging out...

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 09:28:47 GMT

and wasting all my time.

i guess tonight was update worthy.

i got arrested. [apparently i didn't really pay a ticket that i had a long time ago. but, i did. and i think that it will be fine. and that's all it was for.]

allegra makes me giggle. and twice in one night. you are awesome miss allegra.

ryan bailey, andrew, josh hampton, and sarah were at the police dept. when i got out. it was really weird. [it was because i called ryan when i was getting pulled over, and then i called him from jail. but no one answered. but he saw the call, after he knew that i got pulled over. and they were worried, and tried to come and see how much the bond was. it was really cute, and nice.]

morgan. i love you. and i really NEED to talk to you/see you for any real length of time. that would be awesome.

dennis is going to ireland tomorrow. and he called and sang me a song on my voicemail. it was really nice.

well, i think i'm going to die if i don't sleep. so.

rock and roll.

it's just that...well, it's like nazi germany in there.

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 18:20:08 GMT

so, i got the job at cingular. and the subject was something that nick said about cingular. i tend to agree.

i am far too bored for my own good. i really want to get my stuff from my dad's, but that's just not do-able. so i am sad.

i need to get some new clothes.

something needs to be done with my hair. if anyone has any ideas, let me know.

and that is all.

rock and roll.

we came here to talk on the phone, smoke in the alley, pee, smoke some more, and leave.

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 18:07:47 GMT

that was carla's quoteable quote that was too long.

this update is for morgan and rachel.

yeah, i really don't have all that much to update about.

halloween was lame, but fun. and for a lack of anything better to do, here's what i did:
-went and woke josh up
-went to 217. don't ask.
-carla's
-drove by veile's (kinda wish that i would have stayed, but not really.)
-went to the haunted zoo with josh. we're loser like that. (it was really lame. but, i had fun.)
-took a nap at josh's.
-drove around with josh and nick.

hmmm.

i had an interview at cingular today. it was interesting. it was really weird to see josh at work. it was cute. and the interview thing was really fun. i had to do this fake taking calls thing. it was awesome, i felt like i was playing some video game. i have another interview there tomorrow. it was be rad to get a job at cingular.

i feel like an old married couple when josh and i hang out. for the most part it isn't bad. but, sometimes it's just weird. sometimes i wish that thing could go back to the way they were. but, i know that i don't really at all.

my dad got a new digital camera, and i am jealous.

au pair is so my favorite movie.

and vanessa carlton is my new idol. she really is. josh and i decided that i should be more like her. and by josh and i, i mean i told him that i thought that i should and he said oh really.

i'm all dressed up. and i really like it. i kinda want to dress like this all of the time. it's fun.

one last thing...

i decided that besides my interview tomorrow, the next two days of my life is going to be devoted to sims 2. so, if anyone thinks that i've died or anything like that. don't worry, it's just sims. it's better than really doing anything.

and i am going to start updating more.

rock and roll.

we came here to talk on the phone, smoke in the alley, pee, smoke some more, and leave.

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 18:07:29 GMT

all she wants is another baby....

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 16:30:45 GMT

morgan...ask about why i used that line. it's a good story, you will like it.

i haven't updated in quite some time. and miss morgan said that i should update. so this is an update for you loserface.

the problem is...i really don't have that much to really update about.

josh hampton is really mean to me sometimes. it makes me sad.

morgan is the greatest and i am sad that i haven't spent more time with her lately. i really want to. because i miss her and i love her.

i miss maddy as well.

i feel lame that all that i do is hang out with josh. but i like it that way. lame or not. i like it.

well, that's all. maybe there will be some pictures sometime soon.

rock and roll.

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 17:57:04 GMT

i don't know what kind of sick fuck makes a t.v. about bugs being cute. and being nice to them. but they are sick fucks for sure.

rock and roll.

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 17:50:18 GMT

dennis makes me laugh.

lazy town is on. and it's the greatest thing since sliced bread. by far.

that is all.

morgan is a dyke. she needs to talk to me more. or i will make more statements like that one.

billy is still sad. way to go maddy.

rock and roll.

hey look at me...i'm a bitch ass ho

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 21:44:41 GMT

morgan is the greatest. i wish that i could marry her. or have a three-some with her. har.har.

i have a mother again.

morgan is better than all of you.

i'm getting a new phone.

i get a car tomorrow. rawk. and it's cute. and shitty. and i love it.

i'm going to apply at denny's and casey's [again]. because meijer's is making me lose my mind.

things are nice. i kinda hope that they don't change. i hope that they change, due to the fact that things aren't really that great. but, i like it. yeeeah.

you wouldn't fuck a rebel? that's love. so is drinking cum. but whatever.

eh. that's all. sorry that i can't make real updates anymore.

[the entry before this was made by morgan. bitches.]

rock and roll.

Sat, 09 Oct 2004 00:15:51 GMT

im wearing a skirt and it is pretty. because im a princess.
they played rancid on gilmore girls today and morgan turned around and looked at me and we giggled. morgan is the greatest.
and carla is a silly pants.
and morgan is a tool.
shit, no shes not. shes a cool motherfucker.
and we cant wait to see maddy again. and the rebels.

i had amazing sex the other night.

well, thats all for now.

rock and roll.